Empty Arms, Broken Heart

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Whirling Dirvish

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Most days I am just fine. I have my routine, I go to work and come home and have chores to handle around the house. I keep myself busy, visi...
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Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Starting Over

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I am here. I'm not always all there, but I am here. I am surviving. There is a lot to say, but I can't say it all right now. I am al...
Monday, February 27, 2012

I Get Knocked Down, but I GET BACK UP AGAIN

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So, sometime between feeling sorry for myself and miring in the misery and heartache of losing the baby, I found the strength to FIGHT. I go...
Friday, February 24, 2012

It's the End of the World, as I Know it

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I had typed up a post while I was at work, but since then everything has changed. I will try to explain and make sense of it all, but I'...
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Thursday, February 23, 2012

Big Meeting....

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I am meeting with the county tomorrow morning. Chantel emailed me this afternoon to let me know. I am nervous. After the good news last week...
Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Ms. Lonely

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Flaco officially moved out this weekend. He came back to the house on Sunday, twice Monday (I had off for President’s Day) and again last ni...
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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Leave the Pieces When You Go

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I’m still wearing my wedding/engagement rings. I don’t feel ready to take them off yet, as stupid as that sounds. Flaco and I slept in the s...
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Empty Arms, Broken Heart
Pennsylvania, United States
This blog used to be about the struggles my husband (Flaco) and I had with infertility. But, so much has changed since I started this blog! Flaco left after we received our first foster-to-adopt placement and during the fall-out that followed, the county took the baby. I mourned the dual loss of my marriage and the first baby who captured my heart. I picked up the pieces and soldiered on. After fostering a few kids as a single, working woman, I decided I didn't want to give up my dream of becoming a mother. So, I pursued adoption alone and I am now a single adoptive mom! I am fortunate enough to have adopted a wonderful, amazing teenage boy, Primero. He is a true blessing to my infertility-ravaged heart. After almost 4 years, the adoption for the two little ones was finalized, making me a mom of three. My journey to motherhood has been fraught with difficulties and a constant readjustment of expectations, but I'm glad to be where I am now and anxious to see where the future leads me.
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