This weekend was rough emotionally. Primero
knows a little about what is going on but the wee ones are oblivious, as they
should be. Still, Chica Marie knows something is up. She caught me crying, just
a few tears leaking down my cheeks in an unguarded moment, and she came to
comfort me. First, she tried getting me to tell her what was wrong. “You can
tell me Mommy, I’m your daughter you don’t have to keep secrets from me. I won’t
tell anyone.” When I explained I could not tell her, but that she shouldn’t
worry she patted my shoulder and said, “It’s ok Mommy. I’m your daughter. I’m
right here and I’m not going anywhere, ok?” It took all I had to not break down
sobbing. (To better understand the emotional dynamics to this exchange, read here and here)
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Just read the last two posts. I'm so sorry. Ugh, I'm so sorry this is all happening to you.
ReplyDeleteoh gosh, that's so hard. I'm sorry.
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